Whether or not it's because I really have no time to ponder and worry, no time to care about what others think of me, or have unconsciously just decided that others might just accept me for how I am, I don't know.
It's like this, I turned to playing games to destress between class and when I do, I am fully dedicated to building my town, winning Big 2, flying my spaceship or dominating the other person in LOTR Quiz Up. I am aggressive and competitive. I no longer hold anything in. If I'm having a bad day, I tell people around me frankly and ask for their understanding. I verbally and physically express my feelings and thoughts towards everything I encounter throughout the day aloud to myself or to whoever is next to me as I would to only my family and close friends. I speak my mind. I am sarcastic and crude, and now find humour in every little thing I encounter. Shall we say, very easily amused?
What fears I had about making friends before induction week have been sent packing. I stick my hand out, smile and make conversation. A lot of conversation if so required.
Apart from attending classes and studying, I'm left with little time for anything else. And in that time, I want only to chill and rest my mind. I finally understand why some people take hours to reply to your text messages. They're tired, unbelievably busy and just cannot be bothered. So I apologise in advance. I might not be able to get back to you immediately, but I will be there for you in your hour of need. When your head, life and workload is exploding and you need time out? I'm there.
I'm getting loopier and weirder by the minute. I really am.
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